Woman & Mother

I became a mother and stopped being a woman. I lost me....Adrianne. She was gone but a beautiful mother was born when the woman in me got buried alive. Being a mother for the first time with no support from the one that helped me create took a life challenging toll on my spirits, mental, beauty and so much more. I fell hard all the while holding my baby close to my heart. Then Adrianne started talking to me subconsciously in my sleep. And that's when I found the New woman in me. She wasn't just a woman anymore and not just a mother but she, she who is me became both. Alive in a way like never before valuing being a strong creature knowing now that I am capable of all things and just because I am a mother that does not mean I can't be a woman. I am living now living not just for my son but for Adrianne too.